Disappearing
Sometimes you just need to take a break. Take a day, and take care of yourself…disappear.
Starr needed that yesterday. It wasn’t one thing, it was everything. This year has been more than horrible. She is dealing with things that no one should have to. Ever. Carrying a burden that an eighteen year old shouldn’t have to know. Feelings are multiplied, little things are either non-events or huge obstacles. There is little middle ground.
Some days it it just difficult to breathe.
She is so strong, and I have faith that she will continue to move through this in a healthy way. Taking a day, skipping a class, wrapped in a blanket watching a movie….that’s okay, it’s great, as long as it isn’t everyday, as long as we keep moving forward, one step at a time.
